~The End For Now Chapter~

I got these yesterday.
It's part of someone's culinary assignment.
They look like normal cupcakes don't they?
They turn out to be these really creamy cheesy tiny tartlets ((:
Amazinglyyyy good!!
Keep up the good work and thanks lots for letting me be part of the "taste team" haha.
As it is, I get a boost to my mood.
Time for me to re-enter the battlefield.
And keep on study, study, studying for those dratted finals.
Wish me luck!
As everyone finishes on the 23rd and I end on the 26th, my mood isn't all that upbeat.
Anywhichways, will be back on the 26th ((:

~Edwin's Birthday Chapter~

Todayyyyy was Edwin the Penguin's birthday ((: No, fine, I'm sorry hahaha, it was Edwin the human's birthday and in true comradeship-style, we headed off once again to EAT. We bond well over food of all kind *grins maniacally*

Anyways, this time it was bonding over high-end food over in TGI Friday's branch in Subang Parade. 6 of us went for this mini thingy, Shu Yi, the birthday boy himself, Nai Loong, me and 2 other friends of Edwin's (one of whom looks remarkably like a thinner version of Raymond Lau lolol).

Then, Edwin had the "time of his life" (it depends on whose perspective you're viewing it from, ours or his hehe) being bullied by the staff of the restaurant as they made him get up on a chair in full view of the whole restaurant and SING. Zomg that was plain weird, I remember asking Shu Yi whether this was even part of the plan while watching Edwin struggle to even mumble a few words xD Poor kid~~

Imma let the pictures do the talking now.

Please take note of the picture where a knife is sticking out of the remains of the chicken ((: That one shows just how full and frustrated Edwin's friend was after tackling the appetizers AND the main course ahahaha!! To Edwin, a halal cheers once again for your birthday today and may you have many happy returns of the day!!

~The Great Fire Chapter~

there was

a FYRE, whooosh

over at the tbs building

in subang jaya

and i was

running with friends

so many were coughing

and some were panicked

then there were

those

that were just plain

bimbotically stupid for using the lifts

oh well

hate me for not getting pix

of people, yes

looking up at the open windows

for signs

of smoke pouring out

or of them

gawking at the fire engine and firemen

at the very least

we had marvellous fun on a monday morning

♥ ((: ♥

~To Run Chapter~

I am just about up to here with being so worried about my little injured hamster, poor mite is practically going crazy at being cooped up in a tiny little plastic carrier, not a fit place for a furball full of energy (yes, he's gained his energy back after the bloody scare). I'm feeling awfully guilty too.

Add to that the winning formula of my panic for my end-semester exams worry about not being able to finish studying on time and you have a wonderfully potent concoction of a bundle of nerves that is ME, yours truly.

I think I need to let go of myself a little, get a little more used to being me, get a little more away from it all.

" Louder louder

And we'll run for our lives

I can hardly speak I understand

Why you can't raise your voice to say "

~Just Another Hurdle Chapter~

It's been awhile since I last posted anything. This week hasn't been such a great one after all, no matter me behaving otherwise or showing a happily-nonchalant face.

I have both my parents "attacking" me left right centre back and front and I have had barely enough time to gasp in between the stings. But, no matter, I'm still standing tall.

I have friends taking pokes and making jibes at my expense with me always feeling uncomfortably awkward but unable to retaliate for reasons best left unknown. The one good thing is it helps me laugh at myself, no matter how painful it gets. And no, of course it isn't a pleasant feeling, who would like to disagree? You guys having fun, yeah? Oh, you are? Awesome, you see, I'm not ((: But, no matter. I'm still smiling, albeit a little falsely, thanks.

I have my two "formerly darling" little rascals that other people would dub "hamsters" biting and mauling one another yesterday night till one is bleeding badly, and no, I'm not allowed to bring the liddle injured mouse to the vet because it's "cheaper to buy a brand new injury-free one". Soooooo.........if I fell deadly ill, it'll be so much more cheaper to buy a new daughter than to send me to a hospital right? But, no matter, I'm still alive and kicking (oh boohoo to them; no prizes for guessing who).

I have to withstand another crushed hope in the process as well (why do I always do this to me and why does it always have to happen at the most inopportune moments?). Think I move on fast? Self-protection, my dear, an essential survival tool. But, no matter, I'm still strong, I have to be.

All this I endure in the span of one short week. Still standing, still smiling, still alive and still strong. For how long do I keep up this facade? Till I reach the safety of my room of course.

" Just cause I can't go on
Just cause I die when you're gone
And just cause I think of you in bed
Don't let it go to your head "

~It Ain't Dark Chapter~

Absolutely crazy-mad.

Seriously.

But I love it, love it, love it anyway!!

Hahaha I'm talking about the two people who dropped by my house around 8pm plus last night.

They gave an excuse of needing to pass me a thumbdrive.

It turns out they had tapau-ed satay from Kajang for me and drove all the way through a heavy traffic jam to my place in TTDI in order to pass the bundle to me ((:

Hugs and lotsa cuddles.

Where else on earth can you easily find people who care about you in the smallest, simplest ways possible but with gestures that touch your heart in all their sincerity?

Almost nil chances there, trust me, I've been there and back again.

I find me so pitiful for not being friends with you guys and your gang in the very first semester, who knows the amount of insane fun there might have been that I missed out on?

Thanks for showing me the world isn't so dark after all ((:

"And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you "

~We Are Crazy Chapter~

I was meaning to blog about all the insanely crazy stuff I ended up doing with a bunch of equally crazy friends on Saturday when we were supposed to be seriously doing our assignment...........



Somehow I ended up forgetting almost all things crazy that day.



Anywhichways, I have one small comfort. If I really were to blog about it, it might just end up looking nonsensical when put in words and many may not get why I find it funneh. It also means there's just too many to remember. I do want to take the risk and post this picture up though, it's one thing someone did for fun, and to make it "less riskier" for me, I covered the owner's face. Please do take note of the male sign and the female standing near it ((: Cheers!!

~A Happy Meal Chapter~

As I sit here in Subang Jaya's McDonald with good friends and blogging about how happy I feel (but to Shu Yi, thank you for being the "bitter" darling that you are, you are the spice of life that makes the world revolve around in an even more "exciting" way ahahaha), I wonder how it is I managed to go through my first semester without the wonderful people that entered my life in the most unexpected way possible.

See see my food!! I know everyone's seen this like a gajillion-bamallion times, hahaha, but it's made all the more tastier 'cause I'm surrounded by people I care about ((:


I'm also seemingly embroiled in so many of people's problems. Somehow, I find myself the peacekeeper, the listener, the advisor, the carer, the good friend, the problem-solver, the etc etc etc. But..........what about me? Who's going to help me? Who'll be listening to my sorrows? Who can I go to? Who'll be there for me?

~Time Is An Enemy Chapter~

I can't believe my one week of hols are alrady over *sob* It seems just as though I was getting ready to saviour that one week itself but whaddya know, a blink and damn it's passed me by. Why? Why me? I need more time for ME!!

I need a time-out. So many people are coming to me nowadays with their stories and troubles and grouses and what-nots. It's a wonder I don't go mad altogether. Thank God I never got round to becoming a psychologist, that would definitely turn me into a certified psycho. Quoting the words of a friend I once talked to, "Why the heck would I want to hear about other people's problem when I've got my darned own??".

Touche, friend ((:

~Something New Chapter~

I have been missing out on so many good bloggable moments and all because I was wayyy too engrossed in my prefectly wonderful virtual world *me is sorry, really* ahahaha. But honestly, when one is tired with the real world and all its silly trivialities, what does one do? Why, if you can't face it, then you retreat into a quiet, safe haven. Mine is, of course, my game ((:

As it is, I shall just put a passing mention on some blog-worthy moments that I felt was worth remembering should I ever decide to get my lazy bum up and moving to my blog.

First off, I happily finished off my two assignments! One in good time, one in just on time hehehe. And then, there was Ayesha and Jocelyn keeping me company while I hurriedly finished up my on time assignment. Ayesha, Jo and I all bickering about the pros and cons of Mafia Wars vs. Sorority Life. Hilarious at best ((: Then, we got hooked onto Restaurant City, with Jo declaring she's quitting the app and giving all her ingredients away to us for free. Love you Jo! And then Ayesha promptly saying, "I need a banana! I WANT a banana!". Turning to me, she asks, "Do YOU have a banana?? Please tell me you possess a banana!" Turning to Jo, she does the same, "Jo I want a banana! Please give me a banana if you have one!"

Suffice to say, I had a tough time concentrating on my work ((: You still rock, Ayesha, though I can't say the same for your Mafia Wars *pfffft*

After that, there's also the past-thorny issue of Someone. It's all no longer a saddening issue. Janet you can stop pooh-poohing at me now haha ((: It is now time, to get a new pet. No, I'm serious. My hamsters are killing me with their rabies (or at least I think they have rabies, the way they keep on squealing and scratching themselves to no end) that they must've transferred to me via their many bites. Heh. Adorable, yes. Touchable, to hell no if you still want your skin intact and free of rabies. Anyone with a great pet suggestion? Like, I dunno, a puppy? A kitty? A snake? Whatever lol.

~Mummy Dear Chapter~

My mom's very very very belated eating-outing was held yesterday over at OneUtama's Shogun restaurant. Even though I got so many ideas on where to go for the eat-out, ultimately it was my mom who got to decide which type of food she wanted and my dad got to decide where. Hmph. Wait till I'm of age, you'll see where I bring 'em to, mwahahahahaha! Lol kidding, definitely not somewhere I wouldn't be caught dead in with my poor parents in tow. *Smirk* Anywhoo, here's some pix of Japanese food that I managed to snap when I wasn't wolfing down those delectably delicious delights! Go on, be jealous! *wink*

" The time has come, the walrus said, to talk of many things
Of shoes and ships and sealing wax, of cabbages and kings
And why the sea is boiling hot, and whether pigs have wings "

~A Mad Hatter Chapter~

Thought today would start out badly, what with me nearly blinding myself with trying to stick in my contact lenses and then running almost a half hour late for my Financial class. Happily, I found out almost immediately as I sat down at the seat reserved by "them" that everything would turn out to be a-okay, if not happily mad. Ayesha (hello dear!!) was already in her famous "let's make Milee mad" mode; it turned out to be the grand highlight of the morning with Ayesha doing everything she could to piss Milee to high heavens......and most of the time succeeding. Poor Milee was so confused at one point that she ends up going "I don't know it if I don't like it" instead of the other way around. That set off a hushed mini debate between her, Ayesha, Jo and me. You know you're cute you guys, oh yes you do~!

And then we had to go and talk about what happened yesterday between the four of us and that old, nearly-toothless, wrinkled guard at the main campus' gates. After our Financial lecture, we were just about to exit the main gates when this really hot matsalleh lecture walked past us with his Ipod and crinkly smile. I think we melted. Did we melt? I can't remember haha, too much overexposure to his allure *wink wink* Anywhos, we were grumbling and saying he was too short for his kind when Jo had to go, "It's okay, not like I want him anyway. I only like to look at lelaki", or something to that effect just as we walked past that old man-guard. He promptly turned ham sup and went "SAYA PUN LELAKI!"

Insane laughter was essential of course and we also went ohshitwtfckisthiswei!!!1!! Total malumalumaluuuu!

Heh. Things only got better after Financial's tutorial. During my Buyer Consumer Behaviour tutorial, oh wow didn't some of us have a helluva fun time poking fun and gossing about a certain guy and his certain new love interest. Wayyyy cool hehehe. Shu Yi even had a very nice "case study" for this scenario. If a I-think-I'm-hot-person sits on an unsuspecting guy's lap and the guy doesn't push her off, why is that? Well, it's similar to the action of one giving away free money! I mean, it's free, it's cheap, it doesn't require you to do anything on your part, and hey! you might even benefit from the attention you might get! *pffffft* Someone puhleeeeze shoot 'em. Har. Har.

And then we had more mad moments in the Microeconomics lecture!! The picture might just give you a small teeny tiny idea of what we got up to lol. By the friggin' way, Shu Yi can really be awesome when you get her talking about "serious" issues. Really "serious" issues we got up to, didn't we eh? You be my partner-in-investigation then, after all this haha xD




I saw Someone today ((: Oh happy happy me ((:

" When my love for you is blind
but I couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you'll ever know "

~The Very Special Day Chapter~

The very very very very special day of 09/09/09, September the 9th of the year 2009 is well......today!!! And I see LG today, LG sees me today. Cue long eye contact with small smiles. Surprisingly, I'm not thrilled to bits like I would have usually been. I felt.....well, normal would be an okay term to describe it. I have shuffled along. I have lived. I have loved again, this time, an unexpected fall ((:

And omgg today is my dearest mom's birthdayyyy!!!11!!!!1! Like.....ARGHHHH you're getting more matured and wiser (ahem!) and reminding me more of how increasingly precious our time is together. Lotsa lotsa lotsa lotsaaaaaXgajillion-godzillion LOVE from dad, little sissy and mememe!!

Thanks for all the times you've stuck by us no matter how crazay things seem to be getting (which, yes I do know, can be like practically all the darned time). Thanks for all that you've sacrificed in order to help us achieve what we want with very little complaint. Thanks for understanding when to butt in and when not to, most times you know when to stop us doing stuff even though we don't see it your way at that time. Thanks for, well, just being you, a person with a very beautiful heart and a dazzling soul. Thanks for being our mom ((:

Yea that's me hugging her, lovely ain't it? *wink wink*

~To Snag Someone Chapter~

Amily Soh Li Theng wants me to update my blog more frequently just so that she can blog hop to mine more often to check out what I've been sticking my nosie into (or that's what I think anyway haha). This is some random thingy I picked up off the net "just for the fun of it all".

Like yourself.

Whether you're goofy, silly, crazy, quirky, smart, reserved, or whatever, how can you expect a guy to like you if you don't like yourself? You've got to show this person how awesome you are, but first you need to know how awesome you are. Build up your self confidence. Now, this doesn't mean you have to be loud, boisterous, arrogant, chatty, or forward. It just means getting to a place where you're comfortable in your own skin. You can be secure, sweet and humble all at the same time. Guys like confident, interesting girls who have their own lives. The only guys who like insecure girls are the ones who are insecure themselves. But who wants to be with a guy who wants a girl to feel bad about herself? That's not healthy, and you deserve better.

Get his attention.

He can't fancy you if he doesn't know you exist. If you haven't caught his eye yet, then get him to notice you. You've got to walk before you run, right? Say "Hi". Say "Good-bye". Wave. When he reciprocates, that's when you know he notices you. Introduce yourself somehow and make conversation. Take an interest in who he is -- what he likes, where he's coming from, where he wants to go -- and show him who you are, too. While some guys don't like to talk that much, it's nearly impossible for someone to like you if he doesn't get to know you -- unless he "likes" you for all the wrong reasons.

Crack a joke.

Having a good sense of humor makes everything better. That doesn't mean you should be a giggling fool, laughing at everything that crosses your path. Express your sense of humor in your own way. Some people are witty and sarcastic, others can tell hilarious stories, and many people just do quirky things and poke fun at themselves. No matter what tickles your sense of humor, it's much easier to like someone who you can have a good laugh with once in a while. If you don't find something to laugh about together, then maybe you'll discover that you don't like him after all!

Do things together.

If he loves rock-climbing, ask him if he can show you how, and make a good-faith effort to see why he's so into it. Do have an open mind. Find out what you have in common, and include him in your world. If you love a certain kind of music, ask him if he's ever listened to a particular artist and offer to play a CD for him. Finding activities that you can enjoy together can really lay down a bond and further his appreciation of you.

Have patience.

These things take time. You can't force someone to like you, and trying to hurry things up can ruin the courtship altogether. Give him some space and don't be obsessive. Let things progress at a natural pace, or fade out of natural causes. Eventually he'll tell you one way or another whether or not he's interested in reciprocating your affection. And if he's not, don't hang around him like a lost puppy. Sometimes you might be incompatible in ways that you don't see, and sometimes a guy just isn't ready for a long term relationship. Don't take rejection too personally. It happens. Not everyone in the world is going to like you. Move on! There are other fish in the sea and if you followed the first step, you know that you're a good catch.

~An Empty Space Chapter~

In a sea of faces, I have never felt so much more alone than I normally do.

" If there's nothing missing in my life

Then why do these tears come at night? "

~Rest Of My Day Chapter~

No thanks to this blasted A (H1N1) virus scare nonsense, I begin to lose all semblance of my sanity and my sociableness. I missed out on so many outings to the cinema, the karaoke centre where I heard so many friends of mine gave in to the madness that is "screaming their lungs out in harmony with unknown people in TV screens" and even each other's bedrooms!! Oh the horror of knowing what I'm missing out on. I think I'm self-consciously making myself a social outcast *pfffffft* I miss out on Joanne's birthday thingy at somewhere in Sunway, lol heck I can't even remember the place's name!

I saw Someone today ahahaha. I made me happy just by looking ((: And I saw Janet's Red with a person whom I thought many didn't like. Oh well, so long as you view everything with rose-tinted glasses, whoever and whatever would turn out all a-okay I think. I have no idea what I'm going to do with all the time I have, apart from drowning in my books and notes and "cakaran ayam" and oh yeah, my online game~ *winkies* By the way, did anyone know Cappie speaks Cantonese fluently? Milee and LingLing, try not to be too shocked next time, kay?

Oh and to one of my greatest friends HH, thanks so much for trusting me once again with more details of yourself. This friendship I'll forever remember and you, I'll always cherish ((: You rock, bro haha.

~Viva Forever Someone Chapter~

Today was an ordinary day. A highly ordinary day. Or rather, it would have been that way, and a whole lot boring if it weren't for the randomness of Someone. Yes, Someone kept me hiphophappy all day, minus the closing of the day with Someone saying something that got me wondering whether it was a joke or something I should be taking seriously. Since a few days ago, Someone isn't exactly thrilled there's Another around. And Someone tried talking about it but I'm not exactly the person to want to talk about it, you see where I'm getting at? No? Heh. And thank you SuLing Chan for making me think funny for the rest of today about that Someone and to Amily too, for not supporting me when I tried to defend myself against said SuLing Chan. Will it work out the way I want it to be? I have nooo idea, really truly honestly. I'm missing Someone already.

~Another Goodbye Chapter~

You can shed tears that he is gone

Or you can smile because he has lived

You can close your eyes and pray that he will come back

Or you can open your eyes and see all he has left

Your heart can be empty because you can't see him

Or you can be full of love you shared

You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday

Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday

You can remember him only because he is gone

Or you can cherish his memory and let it live on

You can cry and close your mind

Be empty and turn your back

Or you can do what he would want

Smile, open your eyes, love and go on

This is my goodbye to you, Ah Pek. Goodbyes are always so hard to say, they drain so much emotionally and mentally. I would like to thank you for being the wonderfully caring man you were towards my family. Another beloved life, your candle snuffed out ever so quietly but without pain. I'm glad you got back home before you finally left this world. Wherever you are now, wherever you may go, I do hope your soul rests in peace for all eternity. God Bless.

~The Finally Chapter~

I finally was able to get my first ever pet after 19++ whole years of waiting and pryaing and hoping. Actually, it's more of pets, since what I got were two adorably FAT hamsters. And for free, too *rubs hands in glee* Even my mom, who's not exactly what you would call an animal hater but you can call a seriously maddeningly strict human, fell in love with the two roundies after only a few hours. Awesome I say ((: I named these two furry round puffballs Snorlex and Schmoley. Hahaha don't ask why, all I'll say is that those names are in honour of "friends" ((:

~Here's To You Chapter~

I'm awfully exquisitely pleased with myself ((:

I freed myself from the "dark" clutches and made meself a brand new friend.

Hello to you, new friend!

You know who you are, I hope, haha.

If you don't, well, just know I'm glad I know you now.

So cheers to a new friendship, and fine times ahead!!

" I'll lean on you and you lean on me

and we'll be all okay "

~It's That Week Chapter~

This week has been one helluva eventful merry-go-round (to those who disagree with my viewpoint, here’s my advice to you ::: stfu and go boil your head or go fly kite or whatever it takes to get you away. Period) and here is where I talk about it.

Happening #1
I find out that HH isn’t who he claimed to be, neither does he do what he claims to have been doing for the year or so that I’ve known him (what, you think I’m gonna use real names here?? *pfffft*). He says he's a student, with assignments and homework and stuff like I have. Then, I forgot what I said again, he mentions he doesn't like to lie and absolutely avoids it like the plague if possible. He then goes to say that he has lied once though, and that's about his real identity; I would only get the whole truth once he's trusted me enough. I suddenly remembered a few vague, sketchy details some people had told me and I mentioned them to him, off-handedly of course. I managed to surprise him into telling all, I know now what it is you do haha *huggles* does that mean I'm fully trustable now? Thanks awfully for the honour, HH, you know you're the best; and boy, am I glad I got to know you ((:

Man behind the mask is finally unveiled

Happening #2
HS is an awesomely uberrrr fun guy, full of crazy nonsense and weird jokes, but all in all, mega good to have around! Unfortunately, I get to know just this week of something that he's been up to since, well, 25 years ago. No, I ain't kidding you nor is this a typo. 25years ago. A girl can't have older friends now, eh? *pfffft* Anywhichways, to HS ::: you say noone lasts forever right? I say they do. If a person lives on in people's hearts and is remembered with love, it would mean that he or she would last forever ((: You know half of United already missed you like crazy when you left for awhile, can you imagine the pain you'll be inflicting on us when you "leave"?? )): It isn't easy you know, hearing about someone you care about "leaving" all too soon, wayyy too soon. You say there's another side to you, but then there's also that really good side. You can always work to get the better side out? You know know know we all love you, so why put yourself through all that much of personal torture? I'm sure I speak for at least half of United when I say we'll awfully hate to say goodbye, goodbye seems to be the hardest word to say. Please don't inflict such madness on yourself, you're gonna hurt all of us badly too.

We mourn with those who mourn

Happening #3
I make a new friend, Wei Li, and she turns out to be a really really good friend. She can be highly random too, laughing at nothing and making sudden comments that can prove to be wacky. That only makes her funnier to be around with, honestly ((: Anyway, what makes this the 3rd eventful happening all begins with her and a teeny tiny adorable little hamster. She brings a box into BCB class on Thursday and me, being a nosy little brat, wants to see what's inside the mysterious box. Wei Li pops open the lid and Voila! a silver and white hamster pokes his little pink nose out at me as if saying, "What's up?" ((: Darn squishable I tell you! She says she wants to give it up as it's kinda fierce to its own type, I suddenly pipe up and say, "I WANTTT!!" and wtf. There and then, he's mine, lol. That hamster soon became a star attraction, every single girl who heard about him being present in Uni immediately made a beeline for him. If I were a guy, I'd be totally over the moon at sharing the spotlight. Thing is, Imma girl okayyy and all that unwanted attention just got on my nerves, seriously. I mean, haven't you seen a bloody hamster before, for God's sake?? Gi Google dah bleh dapat nengok dah ishhh. I so feared for the poor little thing, passed around like he was some kind of a circus freak and oogled over and over; think his blood pressure went up a few notches during that harrowing time *blehhh* The pics are enough to show how extremely lovably squishy he is, and how much of a mini celebrity he turned out to be. We had so much fun during that Microeconomics lecture; I swear I never had that much fun before ((: However, disaster struck early in the form of my darling Snorlex (hamster's name, don't ask, he has a weird story behind that name) nibbling a hole through the box holding him that my friend was keeping him in and escaped to his freedom. My poor heart shattered when my friend told me the news, I figured it was the end of my dreams of having a pet for the first time in my 19years of life (Mom are you reading this??!!). And then, and then........Wei Li finds a replacement for me! A teeny tiny hammy with the same colour and markings as the original Snorlex! I wuv you, Wei Liiiiii! Ajajajajaja ^^

~When I Dream Chapter~

I've had complaints filed to my "department" about how stale and abandoned my blog seems to have become. It must be reflecting the life I have right now. Ha. Ha. Ha.

Anyhows, it's only the second week back at Uni and already I'm struggling to stay awake in lectures and falling asleep whenever possible in tutorials. I'm starting to look like a bloody panda *pffft* I am so darned drained of energy most days, don't know why I can't seem to fall asleep at night. I toss, I turn this way and that, I try counting cows for the umpteenth time..........and all to no avail. I just can't seem to get some proper shut-eye. When I do finally manage to fall asleep, I don't have sweet dreams, or pleasant thoughts.


No. I have nightmares. And most of them are about death.





I see people I know, people I love most, dying. I scare myself awake most times, the shock of these nightmares not fully gone even by the time I wake up. Sometimes I see me die too. My death comes in so many forms, so many ways for me to leave behind this Life. I used to wonder whether my dreams were merely nightmares or a sinister warning for me to heed. Then it happens so often I go, "Ahhh whatever, I think too much".


On a lighter note, we Uni students already have our assignments out and ready for us to tackle. What? It is a lighter topic ain't it, compared to one of Death and Despair, si? Although, I see myself singing a different tune when it comes closer to the assignments' deadlines. I might not be the only one either, wanting to "omgg diediedie" because of our workload. Lol.

~To Begin Anew Chapter~

I leave my wonderfully accepting perfect world to enter this bleak harsh reality.

I'm missing all the new friends I made already.

Only the first week of uni and I'm starting to feel the nervousness that inevitably comes with assignments.

Desperate times call for desperate means, right? I can justify what I did then.

Will all of you still be there when I return? I hope so.

" Loss is nothing else but change

And change is Nature's delight "