Anyhows, it's only the second week back at Uni and already I'm struggling to stay awake in lectures and falling asleep whenever possible in tutorials. I'm starting to look like a bloody panda *pffft* I am so darned drained of energy most days, don't know why I can't seem to fall asleep at night. I toss, I turn this way and that, I try counting cows for the umpteenth time..........and all to no avail. I just can't seem to get some proper shut-eye. When I do finally manage to fall asleep, I don't have sweet dreams, or pleasant thoughts.
No. I have nightmares. And most of them are about death.
I see people I know, people I love most, dying. I scare myself awake most times, the shock of these nightmares not fully gone even by the time I wake up. Sometimes I see me die too. My death comes in so many forms, so many ways for me to leave behind this Life. I used to wonder whether my dreams were merely nightmares or a sinister warning for me to heed. Then it happens so often I go, "Ahhh whatever, I think too much".
On a lighter note, we Uni students already have our assignments out and ready for us to tackle. What? It is a lighter topic ain't it, compared to one of Death and Despair, si? Although, I see myself singing a different tune when it comes closer to the assignments' deadlines. I might not be the only one either, wanting to "omgg diediedie" because of our workload. Lol.
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