~I Wish Chapter~

I wish for a lot of things......so much so i lose track of most of 'em and if I did keep a list of 'em, it might be enough to circle earth once over and prolly over and over and over (you get my point). Some of 'em are normal, some are extraordinary and some are just downright ridiculous.


I WISH.....

.....I could stop whining and just enjoy life.
.....I had more brains so I could get a scholarship.
.....I had a puppy. Or a dog. Whatever. As long as I have a pet. So I could call it "Schmoley".
.....I was friendlier and opener and approachabler and warmer (I know what I'm saying, do you?).
.....I was wiser to the spices of life that exist.
.....I had a heart that could either turn at will into steel or warm mush.
.....I had more friends that understood me; truly, really, deeply.
.....I could get a few tattoos and piercings without my parents promptly having identical heart attacks.
.....I knew the difference between "good" and "bad".
.....I had more open-minded parents.
.....I could go skydiving, bungee-jumping, white water rafting, etc for free *any rich takers??*.
.....I had more guts to stand up for what I believe in.
.....I could be a size 4 to see how it's really like.
.....I had eyes that were seagreen or skyblue or honeybrown or plumpurple (fickle, I know).
.....I'd been much MUCH quicker and gotten to him first.
.....I knew how to cook up a bloody storm in the kitchen.
.....I had a horse or two. Or three. Or all. All would be better, thanks.
.....I had a gorgeous little house in the countryside by a little stream surrounded by lush greenery.
.....I could fly. Really soar with the eagles in the wind.
.....I could run. Really run with the wild mustangs in the prairie.
.....I could swim. Really swim with the dolphins in the deep blue ocean.
.....I could travel the whole world over and meet new people.
.....I could go live with Jos, Esh, Ary-dearest.
.....I could say what I've always wanted to say.
.....I knew how to say world peace in the beginning.
.....I didn't open my big fat mouth so often and get my butt in trouble.
.....I'd shaddup already. Pffft.

~Reality Stings Chapter~

Hush, do you hear it?

That clear sound echoing?
Tolling out its despair.
Hark, there it goes again.

What could it be?

It sounds vaguely familiar.

Oh, I remember it now.
It's the sound of a heart breaking.
Shattering into millions of tiny shards.
And those shards scattered by a stinging wind.
Whose heart may it be?
Mine......
As I hear the news I've been dreading.
All that's left is an empty hole.
Where he once used to be.
Won't someone wake me from this nightmare?
I don't want to dream about all the things that never were.
But I'll move on again, keep my head high.
I owe myself that much.


P/S ::: 나는 항상 당신을 사랑할 것이다, Zen.

~Yay Today Chapter~

I finally get to meet my new friend today :))

Well he ain't exactly new to me 'cause I've known him since Friday, 20th March :))

Anyways, he seems pretty much like his friendly sms-persona :))

Am glad I have another new friend [God knows I need more of 'em!] :))

Managed to spend all of 2minutes saying "hinicetomeetyouigottagonowkaybye" :))

I need a new time management personal assistant :))

Felt so self-conscious of my stupid new haircut, I swear people were staring :))

Jen was once again looking out for her "cutie-in-a-cappie" :))

P/S ::: I hate fevers, thanks to it I don't get to go to campus early, who likes fevers anyway?? :((

~What Happens Chapter~

As it so helpfully says, my blog post today is all about what really transpires behind the closed door of my bedroom when I park my butt and try to attack my growing mountain of assignments (this blog post only appearing thanks to the fact that I'm practically crying with frustration over my writer's block) :::

2.24pm
Decide to finish up marketing assignment that I've been staring at for the past two weeks.

3.01pm
Run downstairs to raid the fridge for some sweet treats to keep me awake.

3.10pm
Reply a few "pressingly urgent" smses......continue grumpily with the assignment.

3.52pm
Switch my attention to my opposite neighbour who's waving madly at me for some reason or the other.

3.55pm
After establishing the reason for the waving (neighbour wants me to go for a jog later on), I plough on.

4.15pm
Identify the subtle hints of coffee and cheese omelette smells coming from downstairs, so I run out for a quick tea break.

4.46pm
Abandon marketing and decide to try my luck on management, hoping inspiration comes more easily.

5.03pm
Happy that I've written a few sentences.....decide to continue resolutely despite the fact that my IM buddies are beeping me non-stop.

5.20pm
Give in to the IM beepings and realise that a bit of gossiping would do my almost-fried brain cells some good.

6.36pm
Go for that much needed jog with neighbour including small furball that is his dog in tow (poor us, we ended up walking instead, no thanks to puffball who couldn't keep up).

7.12pm
Come back all sweaty and icky therefore, a good cold bath awaits me.

7.39pm
Mom yells for the "umpteenth time" (as she puts it la) to come downstairs for dinner.

8.00pm
Decide to chillax first (who CAN do any work immediately after a good meal??) and watch the news in order to stay updated on what's going on.

9.06pm
Stretch and finally make way back up to room.

9.20pm
After effectively staring at my management textbook for the whole time, I give up and turn to my business communication assignment instead.

10.00pm
Only the points of what MIGHT be written in the assignment is done......how pathetically feeble.

10.11pm
Drowsiness taking over......stick a few icecubes down my shirt for good measure.

10.45pm
Give up, scream a goodnight to my opposite neighbour that effectively wakes up the neighbourhood, turn out room lights (leaving the toilet ones on, who knows what might be under my bed *shudder*) and its dreamland for yours truly :))

~Oh Shyte Chapter~

First thought :::

Oh mannnn.....

First words :::
This ain't gonna be good

First scream :::
OMFGMYHAIRRR !!11!!!!1!!

I go for a haircut hoping for something presentable and end up coming home with a godawful look that makes me look like one of those "lala" people I so detest. 'Nuff said afore I end up with a helluva lawsuit on my bum. Shyte. Early warning to my friends here, if you love me and value the last dregs of your life,

DON'T ASK WHY

I'm seriously considering hair extensions. Or maybe even a wig. Heck, I'll just stick with a cap and hope to high heavens that my hair grows out double-duper-quick.

~My Uni Life Chapter~

I totally agree 135% (and more probably) with the recent blog posts of the person-who-sat-next-to-me-in-the-TBS-web-but-went-off-to-finish-up-her-tutorial-work. What about? Mainly:

a) The life of a university student can be highly stressful.

b) Scratch that. The life of a uni student is fcking confusing.

c) My assignments are about to drive me up the nearest wall.

d) I have no idea where to begin attacking my work.

e) There's wayyyy too much to worry about in the 1st week already.

f) Right now, I really wish I was still in my SAM course.

g) Me, myself and I seem to be in need of a proper workout.

h) I need another mugful of the strongest espresso.

The last one was all my own. Honestly, at the rate my brain seems to going, I'm predicting I'll be asleep within 5minutes of my next tutorial class which happens to be a subject that I actually take some interest in. In which case, I dread to know what will happen to me in other subjects that bore me to tears.

*A hint here ::: My MPTE class seems to fall neatly under that category*

One thing that shocked many ('cept for those super smart ones that looked highly delighted and started drooling) was the fact that I'll be having a "quiz" (read ::: test) next week. First thoughts ::: "Huh? So fast??" I kid you not. That was how high my blur level was that fateful day the news was delivered. I'm beginning to dislike how uni life is turning out. Wish me luck that I might survive.