~Time Is An Enemy Chapter~

I can't believe my one week of hols are alrady over *sob* It seems just as though I was getting ready to saviour that one week itself but whaddya know, a blink and damn it's passed me by. Why? Why me? I need more time for ME!!

I need a time-out. So many people are coming to me nowadays with their stories and troubles and grouses and what-nots. It's a wonder I don't go mad altogether. Thank God I never got round to becoming a psychologist, that would definitely turn me into a certified psycho. Quoting the words of a friend I once talked to, "Why the heck would I want to hear about other people's problem when I've got my darned own??".

Touche, friend ((:

~Something New Chapter~

I have been missing out on so many good bloggable moments and all because I was wayyy too engrossed in my prefectly wonderful virtual world *me is sorry, really* ahahaha. But honestly, when one is tired with the real world and all its silly trivialities, what does one do? Why, if you can't face it, then you retreat into a quiet, safe haven. Mine is, of course, my game ((:

As it is, I shall just put a passing mention on some blog-worthy moments that I felt was worth remembering should I ever decide to get my lazy bum up and moving to my blog.

First off, I happily finished off my two assignments! One in good time, one in just on time hehehe. And then, there was Ayesha and Jocelyn keeping me company while I hurriedly finished up my on time assignment. Ayesha, Jo and I all bickering about the pros and cons of Mafia Wars vs. Sorority Life. Hilarious at best ((: Then, we got hooked onto Restaurant City, with Jo declaring she's quitting the app and giving all her ingredients away to us for free. Love you Jo! And then Ayesha promptly saying, "I need a banana! I WANT a banana!". Turning to me, she asks, "Do YOU have a banana?? Please tell me you possess a banana!" Turning to Jo, she does the same, "Jo I want a banana! Please give me a banana if you have one!"

Suffice to say, I had a tough time concentrating on my work ((: You still rock, Ayesha, though I can't say the same for your Mafia Wars *pfffft*

After that, there's also the past-thorny issue of Someone. It's all no longer a saddening issue. Janet you can stop pooh-poohing at me now haha ((: It is now time, to get a new pet. No, I'm serious. My hamsters are killing me with their rabies (or at least I think they have rabies, the way they keep on squealing and scratching themselves to no end) that they must've transferred to me via their many bites. Heh. Adorable, yes. Touchable, to hell no if you still want your skin intact and free of rabies. Anyone with a great pet suggestion? Like, I dunno, a puppy? A kitty? A snake? Whatever lol.

~Mummy Dear Chapter~

My mom's very very very belated eating-outing was held yesterday over at OneUtama's Shogun restaurant. Even though I got so many ideas on where to go for the eat-out, ultimately it was my mom who got to decide which type of food she wanted and my dad got to decide where. Hmph. Wait till I'm of age, you'll see where I bring 'em to, mwahahahahaha! Lol kidding, definitely not somewhere I wouldn't be caught dead in with my poor parents in tow. *Smirk* Anywhoo, here's some pix of Japanese food that I managed to snap when I wasn't wolfing down those delectably delicious delights! Go on, be jealous! *wink*

" The time has come, the walrus said, to talk of many things
Of shoes and ships and sealing wax, of cabbages and kings
And why the sea is boiling hot, and whether pigs have wings "

~A Mad Hatter Chapter~

Thought today would start out badly, what with me nearly blinding myself with trying to stick in my contact lenses and then running almost a half hour late for my Financial class. Happily, I found out almost immediately as I sat down at the seat reserved by "them" that everything would turn out to be a-okay, if not happily mad. Ayesha (hello dear!!) was already in her famous "let's make Milee mad" mode; it turned out to be the grand highlight of the morning with Ayesha doing everything she could to piss Milee to high heavens......and most of the time succeeding. Poor Milee was so confused at one point that she ends up going "I don't know it if I don't like it" instead of the other way around. That set off a hushed mini debate between her, Ayesha, Jo and me. You know you're cute you guys, oh yes you do~!

And then we had to go and talk about what happened yesterday between the four of us and that old, nearly-toothless, wrinkled guard at the main campus' gates. After our Financial lecture, we were just about to exit the main gates when this really hot matsalleh lecture walked past us with his Ipod and crinkly smile. I think we melted. Did we melt? I can't remember haha, too much overexposure to his allure *wink wink* Anywhos, we were grumbling and saying he was too short for his kind when Jo had to go, "It's okay, not like I want him anyway. I only like to look at lelaki", or something to that effect just as we walked past that old man-guard. He promptly turned ham sup and went "SAYA PUN LELAKI!"

Insane laughter was essential of course and we also went ohshitwtfckisthiswei!!!1!! Total malumalumaluuuu!

Heh. Things only got better after Financial's tutorial. During my Buyer Consumer Behaviour tutorial, oh wow didn't some of us have a helluva fun time poking fun and gossing about a certain guy and his certain new love interest. Wayyyy cool hehehe. Shu Yi even had a very nice "case study" for this scenario. If a I-think-I'm-hot-person sits on an unsuspecting guy's lap and the guy doesn't push her off, why is that? Well, it's similar to the action of one giving away free money! I mean, it's free, it's cheap, it doesn't require you to do anything on your part, and hey! you might even benefit from the attention you might get! *pffffft* Someone puhleeeeze shoot 'em. Har. Har.

And then we had more mad moments in the Microeconomics lecture!! The picture might just give you a small teeny tiny idea of what we got up to lol. By the friggin' way, Shu Yi can really be awesome when you get her talking about "serious" issues. Really "serious" issues we got up to, didn't we eh? You be my partner-in-investigation then, after all this haha xD




I saw Someone today ((: Oh happy happy me ((:

" When my love for you is blind
but I couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you'll ever know "

~The Very Special Day Chapter~

The very very very very special day of 09/09/09, September the 9th of the year 2009 is well......today!!! And I see LG today, LG sees me today. Cue long eye contact with small smiles. Surprisingly, I'm not thrilled to bits like I would have usually been. I felt.....well, normal would be an okay term to describe it. I have shuffled along. I have lived. I have loved again, this time, an unexpected fall ((:

And omgg today is my dearest mom's birthdayyyy!!!11!!!!1! Like.....ARGHHHH you're getting more matured and wiser (ahem!) and reminding me more of how increasingly precious our time is together. Lotsa lotsa lotsa lotsaaaaaXgajillion-godzillion LOVE from dad, little sissy and mememe!!

Thanks for all the times you've stuck by us no matter how crazay things seem to be getting (which, yes I do know, can be like practically all the darned time). Thanks for all that you've sacrificed in order to help us achieve what we want with very little complaint. Thanks for understanding when to butt in and when not to, most times you know when to stop us doing stuff even though we don't see it your way at that time. Thanks for, well, just being you, a person with a very beautiful heart and a dazzling soul. Thanks for being our mom ((:

Yea that's me hugging her, lovely ain't it? *wink wink*

~To Snag Someone Chapter~

Amily Soh Li Theng wants me to update my blog more frequently just so that she can blog hop to mine more often to check out what I've been sticking my nosie into (or that's what I think anyway haha). This is some random thingy I picked up off the net "just for the fun of it all".

Like yourself.

Whether you're goofy, silly, crazy, quirky, smart, reserved, or whatever, how can you expect a guy to like you if you don't like yourself? You've got to show this person how awesome you are, but first you need to know how awesome you are. Build up your self confidence. Now, this doesn't mean you have to be loud, boisterous, arrogant, chatty, or forward. It just means getting to a place where you're comfortable in your own skin. You can be secure, sweet and humble all at the same time. Guys like confident, interesting girls who have their own lives. The only guys who like insecure girls are the ones who are insecure themselves. But who wants to be with a guy who wants a girl to feel bad about herself? That's not healthy, and you deserve better.

Get his attention.

He can't fancy you if he doesn't know you exist. If you haven't caught his eye yet, then get him to notice you. You've got to walk before you run, right? Say "Hi". Say "Good-bye". Wave. When he reciprocates, that's when you know he notices you. Introduce yourself somehow and make conversation. Take an interest in who he is -- what he likes, where he's coming from, where he wants to go -- and show him who you are, too. While some guys don't like to talk that much, it's nearly impossible for someone to like you if he doesn't get to know you -- unless he "likes" you for all the wrong reasons.

Crack a joke.

Having a good sense of humor makes everything better. That doesn't mean you should be a giggling fool, laughing at everything that crosses your path. Express your sense of humor in your own way. Some people are witty and sarcastic, others can tell hilarious stories, and many people just do quirky things and poke fun at themselves. No matter what tickles your sense of humor, it's much easier to like someone who you can have a good laugh with once in a while. If you don't find something to laugh about together, then maybe you'll discover that you don't like him after all!

Do things together.

If he loves rock-climbing, ask him if he can show you how, and make a good-faith effort to see why he's so into it. Do have an open mind. Find out what you have in common, and include him in your world. If you love a certain kind of music, ask him if he's ever listened to a particular artist and offer to play a CD for him. Finding activities that you can enjoy together can really lay down a bond and further his appreciation of you.

Have patience.

These things take time. You can't force someone to like you, and trying to hurry things up can ruin the courtship altogether. Give him some space and don't be obsessive. Let things progress at a natural pace, or fade out of natural causes. Eventually he'll tell you one way or another whether or not he's interested in reciprocating your affection. And if he's not, don't hang around him like a lost puppy. Sometimes you might be incompatible in ways that you don't see, and sometimes a guy just isn't ready for a long term relationship. Don't take rejection too personally. It happens. Not everyone in the world is going to like you. Move on! There are other fish in the sea and if you followed the first step, you know that you're a good catch.

~An Empty Space Chapter~

In a sea of faces, I have never felt so much more alone than I normally do.

" If there's nothing missing in my life

Then why do these tears come at night? "

~Rest Of My Day Chapter~

No thanks to this blasted A (H1N1) virus scare nonsense, I begin to lose all semblance of my sanity and my sociableness. I missed out on so many outings to the cinema, the karaoke centre where I heard so many friends of mine gave in to the madness that is "screaming their lungs out in harmony with unknown people in TV screens" and even each other's bedrooms!! Oh the horror of knowing what I'm missing out on. I think I'm self-consciously making myself a social outcast *pfffffft* I miss out on Joanne's birthday thingy at somewhere in Sunway, lol heck I can't even remember the place's name!

I saw Someone today ahahaha. I made me happy just by looking ((: And I saw Janet's Red with a person whom I thought many didn't like. Oh well, so long as you view everything with rose-tinted glasses, whoever and whatever would turn out all a-okay I think. I have no idea what I'm going to do with all the time I have, apart from drowning in my books and notes and "cakaran ayam" and oh yeah, my online game~ *winkies* By the way, did anyone know Cappie speaks Cantonese fluently? Milee and LingLing, try not to be too shocked next time, kay?

Oh and to one of my greatest friends HH, thanks so much for trusting me once again with more details of yourself. This friendship I'll forever remember and you, I'll always cherish ((: You rock, bro haha.

~Viva Forever Someone Chapter~

Today was an ordinary day. A highly ordinary day. Or rather, it would have been that way, and a whole lot boring if it weren't for the randomness of Someone. Yes, Someone kept me hiphophappy all day, minus the closing of the day with Someone saying something that got me wondering whether it was a joke or something I should be taking seriously. Since a few days ago, Someone isn't exactly thrilled there's Another around. And Someone tried talking about it but I'm not exactly the person to want to talk about it, you see where I'm getting at? No? Heh. And thank you SuLing Chan for making me think funny for the rest of today about that Someone and to Amily too, for not supporting me when I tried to defend myself against said SuLing Chan. Will it work out the way I want it to be? I have nooo idea, really truly honestly. I'm missing Someone already.