~Dark Thoughts Chapter~

I have just discovered that it is not quite possible to curse a person with the help of black magic if you don't have something personal of theirs or are unable to visualize the person's face clearly. Something like that. Oh well. I knew it'd be too good to be true anyway.

I think I managed to screw up my marketing presentation today. I'd expected slip-ups but this was waaayyy beyond my control; can't believe I messed up what I was supposed to say, forgot to mention one sub-topic, read from my cue cards and the slides, etc *Jen if you're reading this, sorryyy!*

I was browsing through DeviantArt recently and stumbled upon this Deviant's profile with the most one really cool darkart themed gallery. The pictures are all so bleak and foreboding, some even look sinisterly grim. Heh, I like those words, they shiver me timbers somewhat ((:

Some even look like the inner demons that reside within me, straining and screaming.

~Love Bits Chapter~

Was having a lousy day, what with my mom going into nagging overdrive *jeez* and having to worry about my presentation tomorrow (what if I screw up?? what if I forget my lines??). Then this email came through from my cousin and I decided to post it up with a "special" picture I took. Lol, love you "kai ma" and "kai pa"~! I'm sure some have read this email before but anyways, here goes :::

♥ To My Friends Who Are.....SINGLE

Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose only the best.

♥ To My Friends Who Are.....NOT SO SINGLE

Love isn't about becoming somebody else's 'perfect person.' It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be. It isn't about finding someone you can live with, it's about finding someone you can't live without.

♥ To My Friends Who Are.....PLAYBOY/GIRL

Never say "I love you" if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a person can do to another is to let that person fall in love when there's no intention to catch the fall.

♥ To My Friends Who Are.....MARRIED

Love is not about "it's all your fault", but "I'm sorry". Not "where are you", but "I'm right here for you". Not "how could you", but "I understand". And never "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are".

♥ To My Friends Who Are.....ENGAGED

The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other. When you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible.

♥ To My Friends Who Are.....HEARTBROKEN

Heartbreaks last as long as you want them to last and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

♥ To My Friends Who Are.....NAIVE
How to be in love ::: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain.

♥ To My Friends Who Are.....POSSESSIVE

It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else, but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

♥ To My Friends Who Are.....AFRAID TO CONFESS

Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love is so close and yet, has no idea how you feel.

♥ To My Friends Who Are.....STILL HOLDING ON

A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. If he isn't worth it now, he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go.....

♥ AND TO ALL MY FRIENDS.....
My wish for you is a man/women whose love is honest, strong, mature, never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish.

~Little Friend Chapter~

I feel like I'm really lucky to have met a great friend that's simply adorable (haha you agree with me on this right, SuLing? ^^) from the day-camp in Genting. Though he may be 20 and I'm 19, he IS kinda vertically challenged and young-ish looking so I somehow get the older role hehehe~ Technically, he's only 6months older so heh, not much difference me thinks lol. One of our recent conversations had my dear friend, SuLing, going "Ahhhhh I want a friend like him toooo~!!". He is THAT friendly and super easy to get along with. Did I mention adorable? Hahahaha as much as the kitty in the picture yea~~

Please ignore the language and grammar, I only edited some words to make it clearer, the rest I left at its original (=

ME ::: Lol come to the hall so late today why?

HIM ::: Yea lo. Coz I wake up late today and decide to skip de but at last I go.

ME ::: Ohh I geddit, you dowan to come but gf ask you to come so you guai guai go la.

HIM ::: No la. I go cuz I wanna see you de.
ME ::: Awww my little bro so nice hor? *sob* I'm very happy now~

HIM ::: Yea la. So guai. So long I didn't see you mah. You oso didn't belanja I eat.
ME ::: Alamak yea hor. Suppose to bring you go Pavillion right? Aiyo sorry la. Who ask you never come to KL on time? Next time bah ok? ((:
HIM ::: Haizzz. That's why. Jie Jie no come fetch me la. I wait for her at the front door for so long leh.
ME ::: Front door of wht?? Got meh??
HIM ::: Oh erm, the front door at my _____ house.

ME ::: Omg you mean I'm supposed to FETCH u frm _____ come to KL? Aiyooo how? I oso dunno which house xD
HIM ::: Oooh. Nevermind la. You starting to know me more from now on. Hehehe.

Gosh. And to think I nearly bailed out on the day-camp and miss meeting this person!

~I'm Repenting Chapter~

After spending a sleepless night due to the fact that I had cheated on my true sayang (as mentioned in my other blog post), Ayesha *omg hahahahaha*, I have decided to make this new post to accord for my "sins".

Hokayyyyys, here goes~ :::

ME LUPLUP YOU SAYANGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

Woot, there!! Now I can rest in peace, knowing I did well, knowing I have repented~~

~Whoop Whoop Chapter~

This blogpost is dedicated especially to the one love in my life.

Chan Su Ling.

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That's all the dedication there is folks!! Mwahahahahaha~~ Was forced to put her name in here actually.

Now on to more pressing matters than her (xP). I made an utter complete fool of myself in front of "Lookalike" today. Not just once. Nope, not twice either. But three god-awful times! Yes, you may laugh at me now, I permit it for just this once. First, he caught me in a "frozen in shock" dancing-in-seat-while-cheering pose. He looked on in disbelief. Then when I was out telling Lisa about my latest embarassing caper complete with movements and facial expressions, I half-turned and BANG! there he was again. Witness to my silliness. He looked on in shock.


Then after he'd walked away to presumably look for someone, he came back to the same spot and stood nearby. I didn't know how near me he was. Unfortunately, Lisa helped embarass me further by saying loudly "Eh come I push you there!" and "Aiyo go nearer him laaa!!". I peeked and he was only a few feet away. Omfg. I swear I died of humiliation. Thank you, Lisa, you know I love you~ Heh (==)


Anyways, I just noticed "Munchys" got a new haircut today and gawd he looks even more hotter-slash-adorable-slash-droolworthy than before. If that's even possible or legal. He shouldn't be allowed to roam loose with that degree, that level of hunkiness! Lawl~ Me likessssss......

~NO MORE HOLS Chapter~

First day of back-to-uni and already I feel like dying *HOLS OVER ALREADY OMG??* It might just be the Monday blues or it just might be my forevermuddledmind. Whatever it is, it made me yawn for umpteen times till I cried flowing tears of boredom and frustration. Started off with me arriving late after my carpool friend, on the verge of arriving in Subang Jaya, made a hasty U-TURN and drove us all the way back to TTDI to grab his friend's handphone he had left behind. Sigh. At least I get to hog his shades all the way back again to uni wheee. With the traffic jam and idiotic motorcyclists on the road, we finally arrived close to 8am, he parked near the Burger King row of shops and I practically marched all the way to TBS.

Thank God the lifts weren't all that full, or else I'd be dragging my limp, half-dead body up flights of stairs to get to the 5th floor. Heh, no kidding. After that I realised that I hadn't done the calculations for the ratios as needed in my Accounts tutorial even after Jen had reminded me countless times till she could've vomited blood (just an expression of speech here people, no need to panic). Thus began another mad rush, this time copying down all the workings for the ratios. All the rushing about and severe panicking gave me a headache and I was hoping for a more laidback atmosphere after the 2hour break.

The relaxed atmosphere turned out to be more than I bargained for. It turned out to be dead boring. Period. Management tutorial classes have never failed so far to be spot-on in making people sleep within the first 5minutes of lessons. I realized how comfortable the table in front of me was and as I sank lower into my cat-stretching pose, I realized what a futile attempt it all was to resist the “mother of all horror stories”. Lethargic sleepiness. At the end of the day, what made it all bearable were my friends and their ridiculous zanyness. Without 'em, I dunno how I'd survive for long enough haha. We were all busy debating on what the whole class had to "pakat" to wear and we ended up with prom wear and I thought I heard someone say "How 'bout we do jammies??" Omfg really.

~New Changes Chapter~

I have a good mind to haul a new author who is a friend of mine onboard deck here, should make things much more interstesting than it already is, keeping in mind that we have totally different ways of expressing ourselves. Oh well, keep eyes peeled for the grand unveiling of the new hoomin if it all comes through then. I realise I will be having new "family members" next semester when I move on to new class timings and all. Aww jeez, do I really have to lose all the friends I just made? Well sure, we could always see each other during lectures or keep in contact via MSN or something, but it ain't gonna be the same. No more teasing each other, no more ribbings and jokings, no more high-end happy class outings. Sigh. Can you feel the loneliness I feel now? The laments are only just beginning.

~Luxurious Escapade Chapter~

As I sit here typing, I'm being bothered by a little moonster with peanut buttery fingers and the most annoying laugh ever. I'm also suffering from a severe case of the "explushions", namely the hiccups and the sneezles. Anyway, this post isn't about me, no no, it's all about the lunch date I had with my family in Starhill Gallery, the one my "little" friend wanted to tag along with. The food we had in Eddy's Cafe & Restaurant were only so-so, nothing to shout about. Mine was seriously salty though and my mom's was highly peppery. The chefs must have very muted tastebuds to have poured so much seasoning in. And we had impromptu "self-shot" moments in the very nice, uniquely designed toilet. Later on, we all decided to get even more fuller and fatter by stuffing ourselves with ice-kacang in the Pavillion. Heh. The day also begin off on a surprising note, what with a turned-turtle car blocking the flow of traffic near my neighbourhood. And yes yes, I know the last picture of the wee doggie is not relevant or anything, but it's the awesomely adorable doggie of my dad's friend we visited at night. Hehehehe.