~Decisions Decisons Chapter~

Too hard.
Why is it so hard?
To decide.
Between one, the other, and another.
And then, there's that one.
Confused?
So am I.....very much so.
I never want to have to decide.
Let me be.

"The measure of love is always loss

It's only in losing someone that

you fully feel the love that bound you"

~Fun Side of Posh Chapter~

Friends made online can turn out to be wonderful angels in disguise among the many, many devils that exist online as well. It's been wonderful to know you, you know who you are ♥♥♥.

I finally found the courage (lolol) to step out of the house and out of my virtual world to live my life again. In other words, go back to my once-normal-social-life. Darling cousin came over for the weekend, is still here actually haha, and we had a blast of a time. T'is cliche, but hell, time practically whooshes past you without giving you time to draw breathe when you have the bestest fun. Almost time for her to go back, she's due back at her students' residence Sunday evening. Only a mere few hours away. Am spending time updating my blog about the latest escapades we always seem to get up to, as I keep an ear open to the conversation between mom, cousin and occasional interruption from sister.

Went out for lunch at this club that I personally feel is rundown, but was apparently the "in place to be" about 50 years ago. Lunch there was ok I guess, for their standards, nothing to shout about. Went off to dad's client's condo. Took loads of piccies and had oodles of fun doing the weird, wacky (we specialise in 'em, yeah!) stuff we cook up. Will let the pix tell the tales I want to tell but am too lazy to haha. Later at night, we wanted to eat seafood at Fatty Crab over in Taman Mega but since it was packed to the roof with people, we went to the opposite restaurant instead. Food was ok and I "enjoyed" making a fool of myself hammering away at bloody hard crab shells that stubbornly refuse to break. Heh. Later on, t'was my cuzzie darling's early 21st birthday! Hippiest burfday sweetie! You ain't old, just a "senior teenager" rofl! Love you loads, xoxoxoxo.....

~What a Day Chapter~

Someone once mentioned to me that I was so lucky to have a month long of semester breaks and yet I'm sitting at home, alone, making my butt grow bigger with my addiction to my online game. Pffft. Guess what? I lost 1kg doing simply nothing. Since I'm so absorbed in my virtual world, I forget to eat (ahahahaha) and thus can burn those jiggly love handles easily. Anywhichways, my beloved game has decided to act up, and I mean really act up, and is lagging crazily horribly madly. As it was, I was banging angrily away at my keyboard and the screen, hoping it'll all be ok, but nooo the darned thing still remained obstinately stuck. Sighing, I decided to do something else, something more productive.


Half an hour later. Life finds me stoning at the scattered newspapers on the coffee table and the floor, trying to make some sense of the jumbled words. No use. Give up.

An hour plus later. Life finds me stoning on the bed, trying my very darndest best to catch some shut-eye (God knows I needed some badly). Not working either. Give up.

Two hours later. Life finds me stoning at the blasted computer screen, wishing and hoping and praying that my game had miraculously found its way back to normalcy. Nope. Give up.

Two and a half hours later. Life finds me sobbing miserably in a crumpled heap in the darkest corner of a room that I can find. Am just kidding. Game is back to normal speed and am happily ensconced in my beloved virtual world. Stick myself on autopilot and come out here to blog about how "life-threatening" and very "enlightening" my day was.

Lol. Yes, I love me too ^^~